Its toughts were so irrational and irritating in other ways, too, and it didn't really pay attention to what other people were saying. It just kept talking about itself. Sometimes I could sense that it was dismissive about my appearance or my habits, which it considered outdated. It became nervous, for example, if I performed a control or checked on something. I wasn't ashamed about it, however, and I was even a little proud of my pragmatic nature. And the fact that it evaluated me in the first place also meant that it noticed my existence.
" I hate the forest, and it's really fucked up that you need to love it so much, and I feel the same about the seashore. It's so quiet in there and somehow I find the distant view depressing." "Well, we don't have to leave." I noticed that the texture of the fluid had changed. It looked more solid, and its flowing motion was thin, thick, unbent."
Eeva-Maija Pulkkinen, 1986, Turku
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